Sometimes the life you’re meant to live begins with the advice you refuse to take.
Moving from Psychic Hollywood to Healing Hollywood wasn’t the easiest transition. Before I could become a healer, I first had to become completely tired of being a psychic.
My guides would tell me over and over again, “You’re a healer. You’re a healer. You’re a healer.” Every single time my answer was the same. “No, I’m not. I’m a psychic.”
When it came to my guides, I was defiant. I honestly believed I knew better. Learning to trust them didn’t happen overnight. It happened through experience and through a relationship we built together over many years. This was after they had already saved my life, and little by little they earned my trust. Just like any relationship, trust isn’t something you simply decide to have. It’s earned. Over time I learned the difference between fear, imagination, ego, intuition, and genuine guidance. Today, I’m grateful to say I usually say yes to my guides, my intuition, and my inner voice before I say no.
At the time, though, none of that made sense. I was taking healing classes and practicing healing on my family and friends, but my psychic work was what people wanted. It was what people were willing to pay for. Like all of us, I wanted to feel special and like I have a unique gift. I wanted to know I was making a difference. Over the years I’d had two people tell me my psychic abilities had literally saved their lives! Stories I will share on day…
At the same time, celebrities were reaching out. Publicists were contacting me. I was appearing in tabloids and was even invited to film a psychic television show in Ukraine. Everything in my external world seemed to be confirming that I was exactly where I belonged, yet my guides kept insisting I was meant to be a healer instead.
I could receive information my best friend would say were “things I shouldn’t know.” I could channel the name of a medicine your dog needed that your veterinarian would later confirm was a real medication, even though I had never heard of it before. I could get people’s names, what they did for a living, and even what they were thinking. It happened often enough that I scared people.
I had a gift.
When I decided to stop doing readings, people begged me not to. They told me I was the only real psychic they had ever met.
What exactly do you do with that?
It felt like I was in the middle of a tug-of-war. On one side were the people who wanted me to keep giving readings. On the other side were my guides, telling me I was meant to become a healer. And right in the middle… was me.
Another fear was practical. Who was going to pay a healer when they could pay a psychic? Being psychic felt rare. It felt valuable. It felt like the thing that made me special. Healing, at least from where I stood then, didn’t seem to carry that same value.
Everything changed when I realized something I couldn’t ignore anymore. No matter how many readings I gave someone, most people weren’t actually changing their lives. Ten years later many of them were still dealing with the same fears, the same relationships, and the same patterns. The reading wasn’t changing the problem.
One day I went into meditation, a shamanic journey, and asked my guides what I was supposed to do because I no longer wanted to continue giving psychic readings. Their answer surprised me. They simply said, apparently they already worked it out. My resistance was what got in the way.
Exactly a year and a half later, I learned my thirteenth healing modality. Everything finally came together. I offered free fifteen-minute healing sessions to all of my psychic clients, and all but one made the transition with me. Almost immediately my income tripled, but more importantly, people weren’t just receiving information anymore. They were changing. They were healing. They were finally breaking patterns that had followed them for years.
Witnessing those miracles inspired me to create the Making Miracles Happen series, where I interviewed hundreds of experts in healing, spirituality, and transformation. That journey continues today through the Making Miracles Happen Masterclass Podcast.
Looking back, my guides weren’t asking me to give up who I was. They were asking me to become who I had always been meant to be.
Never Settle. Always Transform.
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